July 6, 2025
sinking deeper as they gaslight/its no their fault they were mistreated in a past life
ad like to see someone take the piss out of Jerney Kaagmans dancing in the video for 'Weekend' to ma face. 3:26am,just wrote some bars for 'Red' and help my fuck, it's writing itself. im really pleased with how the songs turning out. the beat for 'Seeds' however is doin ma fuckin heed in. i need to keep it simple and remember its a beat, not a fully fleshed out composition, i really need to work on it. it'll take a while. lower backs stiff n sore, bladder feels sore when pressed on, might be constipation. ibs shite. testicle is still hanging weird, man. hopefully we hear back fae the piss n penis specialists soon.
a dont wanna be yer lover for the weekend