July 4, 2025
A swear this fucking phones like Cupid disguised
its pay day. £1227, after rent and bills we on 300. 200 of that going to the credit card lmao. few days of living that lush life then back tae nearly sucking boaby fur pennies. got some keys and a good bit of structure done on seeds, a love the feelin when things go right when makin a beat, when it doesnt go right though, thats fucking heartbreakin. started writing another song tonight, let's call it 'Red' for now. a promise ye the real names better hehe haha ^.^ o.O it's based on true events. jealousy, isolation, gaslighting n shit like that. i dont really wanna talk too much about those subjects right now. i feel kinda sick cause eh these shitey greasy chips and chicken 'bites' from a takeaway nearby. no food poisoning or anything, just the hiatus hernia causing acid reflux. sometimes when i feel sick due to reflux, i will drink a huge ass glass of water, then al feel the gugrlge in the sotmach, usually followed by a burp or a fat and i feel better immediately. took me a long time to learn that trick lmao, when this hernia shit appeared at the end of 2023 it floored me until march then was just feelin sick every night since. was living off domperidome n mebeverinto handle it. now a jus used water. mental innit
Time to seperate the men from the boys.