Confidence

July 13, 2025

face the music and huv a slowdance wae fate

storm and thunder by earth and fire is a fucking belter of a tune btw. signed up for a few singing lessons today...i have no confidence in my performance, i dont have any exp when it comes ot spitting out ma shit, av always kept it inside, or put on a stupid fuckin voice when doing it. reading a book called 'the joy of making music' by Stephanie Judy. talks a lot about how situations when yer young can really fuck yer confidence when it comes to singing/rapping/voice acting, fuck anything to do with ye using yer sound. usually when a family member says yer tone deaf or someshit. for me it was ma mates, they always said Scottish people rapping sounds shite. i disagree, but it stuck with me. louie boy done no bad for himself, same wae loki. why the fuck was a born with this scottish cunt set to fail attitude. a wasnt born wae it! maybelline it was when aw ma mates would put down my accent? same wae cunts in school. 'your accents weird' 'you're no fae glesga' a had an american accent for like the first 8-9 years eh ma life, raised in barmulloch, glasgow. didny go to school, i socialized wae cartoons, hip-hop and nintendo. am hoping we find a voice man, it's the biggest piece of the puzzle thats missing. if we get the voice, we can get the confidence to show the world what the fuck we can do.

check out guitar george, he knows aw the chords